Where to begin, well the truth is I don't wanna tell you my whole life story. Sad as it may be I really don't wanna get into it. I grew up in Brooklyn and I've only been to manhattan about 20 times. A few times on school trips to museums and recently to go see a movie. I like going to the AMC theater on 42nd street. The reason I say this is because many people wish to visit Manhattan. I live a train ride away and have only been there a few times. Every time I've been there the streets have been crowded. I get very uncomfortable around crowds. I like being alone, I know a lot of people hate being alone, I don't.
I'm in my early 20's and I don't really get out much. I have nowhere to go really. Sometimes I feel like I'm missing something, that urge to go out and "mingle" (do people still say that?) or "hang out" (or whatever people my age say these days). I guess I'm not a social person. But I read somewhere that people are social creatures and we need to socialize to keep us sane. In a way I guess this is why I started a blog. As I'm typing this I feel like I'm having a conversation with someone, even if that someone is just me.
I don't really have friends I can "chill with" (that's still used, right?) I'm not good at making friends, I'm not good at talking to people period. The only communication i have are with random people via a pen pal app. I actually made a friend from LA and we text every now an then. She wants to come to NY and be in the audience for a show called Saturday Night Live. I live here and have no desire to do that.
I know I'm missing out on stuff, but the way I see it you can't really miss something you never had. Can you?
Well until next time! .....David
I have been quite enjoying my alone time lately, after not having any for a few months! I get home from work to my empty apartment and just smile and breathe in the emptiness. I do have to force myself to go out and be social soon, but for right now, I'm super happy all on my onesie!
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